| i made this xanga as a joke a few months ago. my goal was to create the most stupid, horrible, psychologically fucked up sixteen year old's blog i could imagine. in my defense, i was really bored at the time. it's sort of like when i have contests with my friends to see who can write the worst poem. but now i'm pissing off someone. to the "tied up with ribbons" user... i'm sorry... i thought i saw that in an advert or something, couldn't remember where. and i hadn't updated in a really long time until someone reminded me this existed by lolitafucking it.
and to anyone who wonders how i came up with this stuff, it's about 12 percent journal entries from my self at seventeen, 46 per cent knowing a LOT of bad poets, 10 per cent having just broken up with a boy with a for real lolicon and being emo about it, 13percent anger against a certain type of person i just hate (princess is a composite of a lot of people who have annoyed me over the years) and the rest is the fact that my medication wasn't working very well at the time so i had low inhibitions. (you can tell because my spelling is always a lot worse when i'm manic)
actually i'm surprised no one thought it was a hoax before... that's why i kept talking about rei toei and linked to all those virtual idol sites in the profile. i really am sorry to the person i offended, and to anyone else who i also offended who didn't say anything. i'm just another bored nerd girl playing on the internet.
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